Fighting Myself Linkin Park

Now, sometimes these thoughts in my head speak so loud

Every little thing that I think about just built on top of the pain and doubt

Even though I wanna just let it out, I

Try to act like I dont mind it, try to keep my mouth so quiet

But sittin there in my silence, just seems to amplify it

When I thought that keepin this inside would make it better

I never thought that I would end up ruining it forever

But everytime I think, I got everything put back together

I end up making more regrets, making more regrets

Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart

Knowing I couldve changed it all from the start

Fighting myself, I always lose

Fighting myself, I always lose



I didnt want you to think Im worn out so easily

I wish Id held it in, so you never knew what built up inside of me

Now, I dont know how it overflows, spill out unwillingly

But now, everything that I learned to hate came out for you to see

I dont want you to promise you can change everything and make it better

Cause you can bet, Im gonna end up ruining it forever

And everytime you think, you got everything put back together

I end up making more regrets, making more regrets